Hello,
I write again
To tell you of the pain
That you’ve made me writhe with and
The thoughts that have crossed and almost crushed my mind
How you’ve had me wonder and my thoughts wander
If there will ever be a moment when we’ll be together
You’ve made me lose hope only to find it again
In that place where it’s not pain or anger that I feel but something in between
I hoped I’ll be brave enough to find out if all this was for nothing
I hope I’ll be able to look back at that moment
and smile at the torment
Find out that you knew it all
That you could see me almost fall
See me always watch from my dark corner trying to keep it all
In one piece and that I want to give up that one piece that it has taken all but some peace to put together
I’ve walked away from my tethers and left the shatters of the images that thrilled and bound me
To keep my mind and eyes fixed since the moment I found you
I believe I’ve come to redefine my pride
As entangled as these words are I hope you don’t just see the lines but read in between them to find my state of mind.